I took a hop round London today. Literally. Left foot. Metal poles. Left foot. Metal poles.
An old friend.
Thai food.
British history.
A day isn't spent much better.
What happens when you add in a spot of revelation?
...
We found ourselves at the end of the Gay Pride Parade! My identity hit me square in the face. I didn't find a life change or a new part of me. No, no. It was, in fact, quite the opposite. It's always been there and I knew it well. Since the very beginning.
I took some time to take it all in:
The rainbows.
The smiles on faces.
My sin.
Judgement is its name.
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We are often told to hate the sin and love the sinner. I don't do a very good job of separating the two, unless, of course, I'm looking into a mirror.
An inward reflection can lead to a generous helping of cheap grace. When it comes to a good friend, I can sometimes find it in me to love them past their sin. Judgement creeps in but I try my hardest to love them regardless. A stranger on the other hand? Judgement doesn't just creep in. It's as if I am bathing in it. It saturates me.
I was sitting on the train on the way home tonight, thinking about today. I looked up and a gay couple sat down in front me. I could feel it. Bath running! Judgement pouring into me.
And then I heard His still, small voice.
I. Love. Them.
I thought about that statement the whole way home.
He loves them?
I am very good at remembering Christ's death for the Christian, his death for me. What a beautiful thing. I am in awe of the beauty of the cross.
Yet I forget the real awe and beauty of it all.
When it comes to remembering that God so loved the world... I forget. I forget that He sent his Son, His only Son for the world.
Tonight I was reminded why we love.
That the world might see Jesus' love for them.
That the world might not perish but have eternal life.
That the world.
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